Whenevr i feel sad & alone.... i just think of you...

I'm blind, but can see all of you
am numb but can feel all of you
am deaf but your voice fill ma ears
am dumb but my heart speaks of you
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I knw am here far away from you guys
but am still near if you look at this huge sky
i close ma eyes & remembr you.. before i go to sleep
our mysterious fights & your love so deep
I then promise myslf we all 'll njoy soon.. Holding each other's hand
& whenevr am in trouble.. U guys 'll work like a magic wand.
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Whenever i recollect our memories, i always smile
even if am sad or alone.. I become glad for a while
i always wish that our friendship never ends
it stays forever & never blends.
I smile & laugh & keep smiling till the second i realise that none of you is here
& i get a tear in my eye.. Then get back to my work thinking about the lovley moments we all had.
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I miss you guys a lot
everyday..every moment just wish to be dere with you all!
The very next moment i realise this isn't possible
& every time calm myself down & bear the reality..
Mising all of you is the only thing now i do
Whenevr i feel sad & alone, i just think of you.....

6 to 6~mon to fri

6 a.m : Alarm rings up.. and.. like every morning i used to put it on snooze....
6:05 a.m. : The daily wake up reminder starts buzzing.. as i knw ..only 1 alarm is nt enough to get me up on time. In between.. the alarm rings up 1nce again..
6:10  a.m : Finally i wakeup.. n get out of bed.. heading straight towards the almirah.. for further proceedings..(also straight away Puttin the bucket in the bathroom.. so dat no one else occupies it..)
7 a.m. : Got ready.. wid a cool bath..heading my way towards the college gate.. to bring the newspaper...otherwise the guard comes n drops it in the dining hall...frm where evrbdy takes it to their room.. n never return back..so i found a better option.. to bring it to my own room before it cd go into other's hands...
7:30 a.m. : Newspaper half read/// pick up the plate.. n move to dining hall.. to have breakfast..
7:50 a.m. : M back.. n in the mean time.. my room mates wake up.. n run up for toilet n bath.. Here i have a cool time.. sittng wid my news paper...or Notes Copy,,,of the concernd practical.. gr8 timepass.
8:30 a.m. : Dot time on the clock.. leave evrythn.. pick up the dress,,, of the practical..n get ready(as i have diffrent Formal dress provided by the clg for evry day)
8:50 a.m. :  Room locked.......left the hostel.....move towards college.. abt nly 100 mtrs away..
9 a.m. : Ahhhh!!!!! practical begins.. n nxt four hours.. till 1 p.m. pass by ..uhmm. easily.!!
2 p.m. : Theory classes begins..... pheeewwwww!!!  bt b/w 1 & 2 p.m.. i had my lunch.. made by my IInd yrs..
5 p.m. : Huff!!! relieved,,,,!! atlast!! frm ths hectic schedule!!bt goin back to hostel adds more to the fatigue :(
Goin bak.. gettin into a comfortable outfit.. rushing to take tea..cuz limited quantity is dere.. n dn chillix at terrace/ground..
7:25 p.m. : The reminder rings up for "Dinner"... so dat no matter where i am.. i'll go bak ..pick up the plate. n move to the dining hall.. to form a line for the dinner.. staring at 7.30...    ds was some xcptional thng.. the reminder fr dinner,,, cuz i dnt like to stand bak in line..so being the frst in line..is the best possible solution!!
8 p.m. : Bak to room aftr the dinner,,, n dn..either earphones go into my ears,,or buks in my hand,, according to the nxt day's scedule
9.30 p.m. : the Hostel gate Closed!!..n dn.. u r inside the hostel premises..packed..jailed!!
Dn,,the time passes. either wid buks.. or wid frnds in ohtr rums.. or most often on the terrace.. where we used to sit n discuss so many thngs.. hmmmm.. nice time at the terrace.. counting days remaining till 4th december,, da day wn we left chennai.. to be bak to our native places...
Midnite : sometimes...1 or 2 a.m.   ..wn i slept.. aftr preparin up fr the nxt day...
huh!! the day ends.. n begins up again at 6 in the morining.. ...
Dis was my life,,, frm Mon to fri,, n on sat n sundayss,,,didnt ever realisd dat 2 holidays have passed.. to begin a new week.. & coming closer to 4th december!!

Jao naaa......

well...well.. ds iz .. abt a sng.... "jao naa" by ASTITVA.. Ramjas's Rock Band..!!
so.. it was my scnd chance to be there in a live band performance ..the frst one being ..again.. ramjas's fest..Lazy River. & Half Step Down.!! .. n i njoyed it.. bt didnt knw wat else was yet to come the nxt day.. Astitva...& Strings.. it was jst awesome...!!!
I stood dere in the front...wid my frnzz.. waitin fr the bands to perform..as they tuk so mch f time fr dere settings n all.. bt jst wn Astitva started.. n its lead singer Zamaan.. took off wid "tu hi bata"... it was jst awesome..so soothing.. so soft... n dn.. no body cud stop dat rockin evening..xcpt 1 fu*kin guy..abt whum i'll tell u later..
so.. Astitva was jst amazing.. zamaan also dedicated 1 song..dooba dooba rehta hun" to his "some1 special"(i wish if i wud have some voice.. dn cud have imprssd a grl..ATLEAST in Chennai..bt no prob... i knw..m a gr8 Bathroom singer,,,for atleast being somthin dan nothn) . n salman..on the guitar,,,at times played it wid his Colgate tooth.. n 1 aftr another.. "pyaar ho gaya"..."JAO NAA"... whch was jusss ultimate!!. god!! m still listnin to dat sng.. lyrics.. so nice.. music.. top class. n all above.. zamaan's voice.!!
& today early morning .. i searchd fr sngs.. their live band performances on youtube.. convrted into audio.. n m still listnin to it.. yaar amazin sngs....
den.. wasnt it enough?? dat STRINGS came up to perform nxt.... n dat too was jst faadu.. most of nythn.. i likd 1 thng.. dat band.. whose songs i dwnloded it a year bak..n at times lstnd dm in chennai also is performing live.. in frnt of me..
Koi ane wala he.. Anjaane kyu.. Hua main deewana.. dey were on song!! untill dat fuc*er threw stones twice on stage... 20-25 min were wastd js like dat..
n dn we had to leave.. aftr a memorable evening.. dats fr sure.. i'll go bak wid dese memories.. to remember dese days.... D.U. is really funn...