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Today i wanna share wid u a very imp phase of my life....love....likin...etc etc. srry bt i cnnt nam anybody in dis blog or things will go worse..
dere is a grl whum i liked..so mch dat i was really into her completly....culdn't sleep at nites...culdn't eat prprly....fell in fever wenever thought abt her....n u knw .i kept a fast of ''karva chauth fast till 4.30 p.m.''jst imagine ..i was dedicated so mch....despirately wanted to talk to her....n so widout wastin time xpressd my feelins to her....on 17th september..i stll rembr dose memorable dates of my life
she is a topper n attractive too as i lost my senses also along wid twenties and thirtees lik mee.....u knw at dat time i felt she is jst perfect...nthns bad in her...she is dis ...she is dat...& bla bla i mean har jagah i used to appreciate her....did evrywrk fr her..as if i was a slave...i dnt feel embarressed in sayin all dis cuz dis is wat love is all about...wen it'll happen to u to the xtnt i have xperienced.u'll also behave lik da same
i wasn't in my senses at that period of tim completely....i gifted her 2-3 chocolates also at our frst''meetin'' ..jst imagine....she said she will seee to it n needed som tim...
i kept quiet fr som days as our exams were jst approachin...didn't wanted to disturb her in her studies...jst see..i gave so mch imp. to myslf dat thought she will get affectd by this all...ha ha ..wasn't i mad?~ ~
aftr xams we met again...u can say scnd''meetin''...n gav her a letter dat xpressed all my fellins..she den too wanted tim...i gave her
in dat period of tim..i dicussed da matter wid som of my frnds....n tuk dere advice.. u knw wat..i cam to knw dat she was already engaged wid sombody..n beleive mee i told my frnds dat dat''sombody'' is a dear frnd of her n nt involved in a relationshp wid her.....
den i nticed da thngs told by my frnds were gettin rite in one or da other way....n hold my breath...controlled my slf..n said if somthn is dere...b/w the two ..let it be y do i interfare...n if anythin is nt dere den no worries ...i'll gt out of it…..out of my fever….my likin.& love
i stopped talkin to dat grl...jst cuz i had to forgt her...forgt wat i thought abt her..n see her jst as my true frnd n believe mee ..dat workd man!..i was out of my fever
& den i thought dat nw i shud tak to her....n clear the misundrstandin...dat was da last day bfor our wntr holdidays began
bt dere all the drama began...whch continues till nw....
i tld her evrythin...she defended herslf..blamed mee..i heard her part..she said she didn't like mee in any sense...

den y da hell she didn't tell mee earlier....wen i asked hundred times..abt dis...

den she started cryin fr i was thnkin dat knd of crap...her relation ship wid dat "somebody"

all da holidays...were very diff. fr mee to live..i thought dat y did i thnk abt such crap n etc. etc...dat made her cry
bt wo kehte hain na ''magarmach ke aansoo'' it was dat only...i feel so frustated n irritatd by wat she did...i mean she played wid mee..my feelins...believe me or not..its on ur part..bt actually she was engaged wid dat 'sombody'… frm a long tim &

.den too earlier she tld me dat she wanted time....ah commo'n yaar y didn't she tell me earlier dat she cnnot thnk abt mee

she xpressed in frnt of evrybody as if dere was nthin b/w dem....bt she cant lie to her own slf..her soul...she can be a diff. prson in frnt of the wrld.bt she herslf knw dat dere was somthin goin b/w dem......nw frm where i got to knw all this abt her..plss dun ask me...bt belive me its all true
she blamed me dat i spread da news abt her relationshp everywhere....wch i didn't..every body already thought that they r engaged..so wat was the need fr me to tell anyone...remembr..i told earlier dat i told my frnds dat theres nthn b/w them! ha h ah ha nw i really laugh at dat...laugh at myslf
we fought...her sister fought on her behalf...wid mee...i was alone...bas i knew one thng dat i havnt don any thng wrong..n stood up wid dat thng only….bt I still wonder ki wat mistak i did!!!
was likin her a mistak
or xpressin my feelin
did i do anythng wrong by tellin my frnds dat she wasn't engaged wid anybody wen she really was
or wen i didn't talk to her fr a time being.....dat was wrong?
one thng i can say is dat her sis is a very knd person..very caretakin....i have to appreciate dat..she stick wid her sis..fought wid mee.. n nw i dunno y bt talks to mee...i still wonder hw did this chng happnd
bt the main party is still rude..n i also don wanna talk to her.
BT U KNW ONE THNG

I lost somone who never loved me & She lost somone who really loved her.
gudbye.....luv to see ur commnts especially on this topic

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hieee buddy....thnxs fr spndin som tim to read my blog.... waise I’ve nt written in a super duper English cuz mujhe aesi aati hi nai bas nrml si bhasha hai i hop u lik dab log n u leave ur commnts…
well u may have understood wat dis blog is all about....''di fab four''.....if nt ,abhi kuch der mein sab samajh aa jaega:

u knw dere was a time 2-2.5 yrs. ago wen a grp of four boys was made....three of dem knwn to each other & the 4th one a new .
they did each n evrythin...kisi ki achi tarah marne se .. sare time masti karne tak ….. Padai mein ache hone se …..serious matters mein ek dusre ki hlp krne tak....in short they were versatile..jo masti bhi marte the n simultaneously did there studies also
slowly they became the idol fab four ...n som other also creeped in them to see wats happenin..n liked to join them...
all the four boys were gettin ahed well....were trustworthy ....were understandin...were bold...n helped each other....in a sense they became brothers..atleast I thnk so
time passed...da fab four were divided in pairs...in their life path....bt still remained undivided wen it cam to their grp.
ok! again som other ppl cam in b/w them..joined them...well u can say they were so good to catch others ppl attntion...
even a dear frnd of them wrote a poem dedicated to them....jst thnk abt it....isnt it awesom..
bt gradually thngs chngd...mindset chngd...perceptions chngd….attitude chngd….bt still they were hanging on each others shoulders & managed to walk in dere grp
bt nw i wud say nthins left lik before...nobody affectionate...they r no mor a trustworthy grp...evrythins chngd...
i am very affected by it cuz u knw i'm a small part of dat gang of fab four....its very difficult to see us goin all togethr a differnt way... wat has hppnd to us... dunno!!!bt dere has to be don somthin .before thngs go worse

& so we r Aneesh~Arpit~Mohit~Sarthak
Mohit~ a very intellignt boy as u knw..iz buzy in his own '''gang of grls'' doesnt com to meet us...says he gets bored...nw he thnks all togethor different...can we get the old one bak? u mst hav a ans..
Arpit~ah dheela...funky...mast...seroius...evrythin suits him...he iz the same...one can say that..thnxs buddy atleast u r keepin the rest 3 togethr
Aneesh~ can't say wat he iz type of banda...he iz understandin..a person whus advice u can tak...can share thoughts...a well knwn personality in XIIth class..he gets along evry body very nicely
bt somtimes i feel very irritatd by his deeds~ he knws....i mean at times he behaves lik we r nthin...crap...yaar commo'n a frnd tr8in u lik a true one...fnds hmslf feel embaresed..by the bull shit out of ds bloody prson...crap man...at dat times it jst feels to say''fuk off'' i dun wanna tak to u….
n Me~ i'm a confused being....dunno myslf completly...lost under the huge shadows of these above personalities...& so the last thng i can do is jst to hang out wid dem...cuz i feel i'll loose my identity if i seprate myslf....i feel left out of this grp. n being neglected…..i thnk so cuz everybody iz interested in my other three fellows….they too lik to hang out wid others ..commo'n yaar kabhi mjhse bi koi bat karle ...kuch share krle...main to bas sab kch dkhta hi reh jata hun bt at da end of the day i don see myslf too borin to handle yaar…khaer meri chodo…bor ho jaoge

so dese r we....the fab 4 lost in own life ~ 1 gon off.....two gettin ahead well..n mee....feel lik bits of paper..deliberately seperated
if u can suggest som ideas so dat we keep in touch..pls do commnt..dat may wrk

n haan u might be thnkin ki i have ovrxpressd somthngs...& so underestimated....bt gv som time..thnk abt it..n i'm sure dat u'll realise dat we aren't goin da same way...atleast nt fr nw
this was THE FABULOUS FOUR:My Side i wud really luv to see wats:Your Side.......gud bye :~}