today, i've jst com frm skl...tired...but more than that m dipressd...abt my marks that i recd. today.they are so shit no.s. i dunn feel lik talkin abt dem. i've performed so badly in the xam...bt i knw there is still a chance to improve....once i gt gud marks in boards..no body is goin to remembr these marks. all above it.. i feel so bad that i flunkd in my eco xam...i dunn care abt marks i scored in any othr subjct...bt eco is my top priority...nt cuz its fav. or intrstin subj. bt cuz of my teacher
she is a knd of tchr dat u cat evn thnk abt..she is so frnk to me as well as my frnds...talks abt what we lik...we also share so many thngs wid her...espicially mee...wherevr i met her...gappe lagana shuru kar dete the...she is jst lik a frnd..or may be mor than dat... srry to my classmates bt u knw hum peeth peeche tmhari buraiyaa kartehain(kabi kabi teachers ki bi)... she added fuel to the fire n i usually spread that fire all round.....we talk abt so many thngs...even i share wid her more than wat i share wid my family members...dats a truth...cuz she is somone whum i can rely upon...i always tak her advice bfor doin any thng....n talk wid her on many issues.....not only wid me, she is lik dis wid evrybody....we all love her a lot...the bst example of dis is dat we always attnd her class...wherever we are fr bunkin othr class in da skl,we wud run back to the class to attnd her prd.. cuz we njoy sittin in her prd...& somtimes she herself says dat kabi kabi mera prd. bi bunk kar liya karo....
she is a tchr whu undrstnds me more dan anybody else....jst imagine if u gt a tchr lik dis...life ban jaegi mamu!!!! u'll njoy !!! nw aftr so mch....gettin so bad marks...i feel so guilty,dunno wat to do,i can't even talk to her..can't even stand in front of her..i feel so ashamed.. bt again she is so supportin dat she iz still motivatin n encouragin mee...n is still lik always. nw i have to perform well....out of my guilt & shame....wish me luk
Monday, September 29, 2008
Monday, September 15, 2008
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I came close to the window and suddenly felt that something has exploded. Within seconds, I saw Fumes of gases rising from one of the gates of pallika bazaar, and within minutes,the whole central park got evacuated. Yes, I was a witness of one of the blast that took place on 13th September.
I was in a shop next to the regal cinema when the blast went off. I heard the noise of blast and the windows of the shop also got shaken. A burst of pollution rose above the Central Park, and everybody just ran away. Police Jeeps came in very quickly and took injured ones to the hospital. When I came down to see what has actually happened, I saw people rushing and shouting. Suddenly there came a news that 15 minutes earlier 2 bombs have been exploded in Karol Bagh & G.K.. Everybody was afraid that there must be a bomb in the Regal Cinema. Police evacuated this cinema hall quickly n searched for a bomb. I Had an instinct that surely there is a bomb waitin to be exploaded in the Cinema hall & guess what, after reaching home,I heard in the news that the police have found an active bomb there. My mum & sis were also with me, n i told my mum ki yahaa se to nikallo...yaha to bomb phatne ka intezar kar raha hoga.If that bomb would have also exploaded I wouldn’t be writing this article, rather I would be in a hospital or might be ‘’Resting in peace’’..It is also known that that was a very high intensity bomb, and could have increased the death toll to two hundreds.One of my friend also joked that i was saved cuz of ''16 aug.''s blessings...lol..wo salle har tim mazak udate rehte hain!.But u knw,I feel so shameful n guilty that I didn’t go and help the blast victims,If that would have happened to me!!! Den aise to no one would have com to help me. People say.’’ Dilwalo ki dilli’’ but for how much time can we keep up our spirits high if the same happens again and again. Innocent People that came to shop, have to buy Medicines now, without being their fault.
These terror strikes have caused so much of destruction & they continue to do the same, with harming the innocent human lives now. We have to be more vigilant if we don’t want the same to happen with us. The Blame Game will Continue~Politicians blame Police & Police Blames them, and it is the common man who suffers in b/w, Political Leaders will always take the advantage of the situation as they speak against the Opposition party. But we have to be vigilant enough to stop these Animals to harm us again.
Friday, September 5, 2008
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hmmm....well! i'm too tired....have jst come after clebrating Teachers Day..&...watchin Rock On!.It was a very tirin day..but i njoyed a lot...wid my frnds today...everybody was lukin so gud in casuals..grls were stunnin in dere bright saris n boys dashin in formals!..dis one is an extension to my previous blog...abt my''blog grl''.she was also dere n man! she was lukin so beautiful...i was lost in my past memories...today my frnd told her dat he wants a snap of her n me...(i dndnt say him to do dis,he himslf askd hr)..indirectly she said dat she has no probs. ...i cam to knw abt dis wen he tuk me wid her fr a snap....i dndt lik it..bas jst fr da sak of my frnd i stood dere fr a pic....dis was da frst tim aftr 1 yr. dat we were together....hmm.pic was nice....later on wen i was clikin my other frnds snap n was njoyin wid thm...she said somthin to mee.... fr da frst tim aftr so mch tim i heard hr sayin somthin to mee...she askd me to gv her my ph. n let her see da pics.....but mee!!! dumbo nglctd dat!!! man! i feel so bad abt dat abi! dat y i did so....later on today dat frnd of mine shared wid mee wat he cam to knw frm her abt mee! he askd her y isnt she talkin to me...n y is dis ladai n all takin place! ghuma phira ke hi sahi bt she told hm dat she herslf dnt knw y dnt we talk....bt yaar! aftr dat she evn tried to talk to mee as i've told u earlier...bt yaar i feel so bad n am angry wat i did today!!abi i feel dat i shud talk to her....lets gv it a try...n atlast dis is da last yr of our school ..uske baad wo kaha n main kaha....4-5 mahine to frnds hi reh le..of course..main to use kabi bhi nai bhulunga....she was my 1st love....i won't frgt her...abi i'm too confused wat to do..shud i mak an effort? or leave it as it is....may be hmare baat karne ke baad diffrences aur bad jaye..we both may argue.....i jst wantd to xprss dis to sombody! so am writin a blog..well....wat do u say..wat shud i do....actually main bohot bada emotional fool hu....hamesha in mamlo me galti karta hu...so want my frnds advice bfor i tak a stp......atlast jo bi ho..thnxs to my dat frnd !! man he deserves a big thank frm mee...usne hi kam se kam baat to shuru ki!! thnx ''akhil''
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