му נσυяηєу- ƒяσм 6 тσ 70

yuhooooo!!!!!!! atlast!! the results are out!! i've managed to score well...nt me nly....bt all my frnds.. some in 90ies..n some like me..hanging around 80ies..!! bt! after all those blogs that we wrote on our studies..wats goin..hw it is a burden.. the end result has been exremly gud.!! n i thnk deserving also!!(our teachrs claimed it)
bt,,,,deres somthing that i've been waiting for ..jst one thng.. n dats my math's score... 70(though nt so gud in frnt of anna's& bagga's 95..akhl's 93 dhol's 94..ilu n dheela also wid jst touchin 90) well dese r jst awesom no.s! bt dis 70 is more special to me.. as i say it" my journey- from 6 to 70"
u all knw wat was my half yearly's score...ughhh 6 out of hundred!!! man!! u cant achieve this honour of brilliance.. u won't!! bt i've dis special credit to my name!! n also..an over 1000% of improvement frm hlf-yrls to boards!! jst too gud!!
i still remember dat day wn the answer booklet was handed over to me by sidhant.. n i was in a state of shock..,,nt for dis reslt..bt i had thought of gettin 15-20.(still 15 isnt gud too) bt i was shocked to see a single figure score!!...bt jst the frst day...nly dat day i was upset..den bak to my old happy days.. also, i rememnr dat "golden line" of kansal mam(which she copied from nike)..she called me up..to her desk & jst said"sarthak, u can do it".. damn!! wat a fukk line bt i still laughed(at my condition,,,seeing that she is sayin dis to the one dat scored 6)
& den..before any one cud comment abt it..i made a joke of it!! dn..my 6 no.s were like nothin! so popular among teachrs too...frnds too! all makin a fun of it ---all credit goes to me..gettin 6 isnt easy :) dere were so many stories made out of it..so mch of talks..dey became so popular dat still evryone rememnrs it!!
& dn...i gave "nike" comebak!! gettin 21 out f 25 in u।t।(though i got 6 again in the nxt one) bt॥mam wud be very happy to see॥dat i mangd to pass in prebrd(27)॥along wid hlf yrls(6) ...i.e. 27+6=33 i have thrown away all the buks....xam papers..que papers.. bt have kept dis answer sheet like a tresure!! cuz its really special. u ppl may score awesom marks..bt never ever u will come up wid 6 out f 100. ahhhaaaa!!! a gr8 achievemt dat m really proud of!!
n mind it!! it wasnt jst badluk dat i scord such marks..bt really i didnt knw nythin.. & to start frm dere..n scorin 70 in boards.. m givin a big patt on my bak!! the one whu scored 3..den...has scord 57 nw.. n othr1 gettn 9 den.. has got 50 nw!! also those who have been gettin more dan me all the year.. i've crossd dm too!! srry if u r 1 of dose.. bt its my moment.. 6-70!!! never easy!! studyn evrythn in 4 mnths..
so atlast being a bit serioius.. thnxs guys.. nt gonna mention any spl name.. bt evry dear frnd of mine.. dis 64 marks gain woundt have been posible widout u...whether u made a fun of it..gave me moral support..or taught me some lessons.. thnxs to u...really!!! thnxs a lot!!!
:) yipieeeeeeeeeee :)

WAT A DREAM

M searching the happiness confided in me,

M wandering here n there in this lonely street

M walking alone in the city of rome

M looking here n there n eating a bitter sweet

I c the light in ma way

Out of darkness there comes a ray

Its full of hope

Something is there which separates it from the rest

M walking 2wards it

Now the whole street is lit

it gives me joy

takes me away from grief

it astonishes me so much

i cant explain in brief

it attracts me

i cant move away

m spellbound

n this indeed is strong ray

i can feel the passion inside me

which was in its soundest sleep

i can feel love

n i can feel the fire

m free to fly

i can do watever i desire

i keep walking and walkin

till i reach the corner

i feel the chill inside me

but the place is getting warmer

the ray now becomes blinding light

i c a pole n m holding it tight

m afraid a bit

bt m very curious

wats its source

why is it looking so furious

i take a few more steps

n suddenly the silence breaks

i hear a heavenly voice

i think its a man reaching me in disguise

no its not a man

its some1 very powerfull

with features so rare

i think its d almighty

who came to earth to remove all d despair

bt m wrong again i guess

still cant figure wat is it n y is it different from rest

i hear the voice again, this tym it is polite

He tells me softly

that He is THE ALMIGHTY

i brust out f nowhere " I ws right"

HE came to me slowly

now the light is a bit dim

bt still it has the energy

n the determination stored within

He takes ma hand

make me c the starry sky

tells me the truths f lyf

n lovingly waves goodbye

i feel on the top of the world

the cloud 9 doesnt seem so high

its me reachng beyond the horizon

beyond the evry cry

i am laughing m happy

i can c the flowers bloom

i can take in the aroma

i feel as if i reachd the world of droon

then somebody calls ma name

bt i dont want 2 respond

i m 2 busy in ma world

the world of flowers blossoming by the pond

m shaken

m awake

i realise it was a dream

i m shaken hard ds tym

i m horrified n let out a scream

its ma mum standing by the bed

asking me to wake up

the moment becomes hilarious suddenly

all the excitement is shed

the dream ws so real

it let ma mind drool

wen i woke up i had a flower in ma hand

i ws now loosing ma cool

i wonder if GOD really exists

i m wondring without a clue

i look at the flower

i think m not really a fool

i dnt knw it ws real or halocination

bt it has made ma day now

its jst like rejuvanation

n m letting ma thts grow.........

α яαу σƒ нσρє... ιѕ ωнαт тнєу σηℓу ωαηт

yesterday i realisd somethin....  somthin dat has been always in my mind bt saw an example also...   

i was wid my friend ...licking a "chuski"  in a silent street ...only 3 children playing cricket..    rest  it was silent n empty as if a cufue has been enforced.  so i had nothin bt to look around.. observing the place...   suddenly my eyes went up to the balcony of the house under which that chuski wala was standing. i saw somthin which i had nly visualisd through some chapters of my textbooks. a mothr & her son.. wid their heads out of the window,,, looking at the sky,,..   uhmm it wasnt a balcony.. bt a window only.      at first i didnt realise what has hppnd...or y r they staring at the sky,, basicaly the oppost side of the sunset.(it was evening time)  

they were looking for a ray of hope.. the son's father passed away.. they were in tension.. worry..  the mother being a quiet figure...n thinking  who is going to earn fr the family.. who is goin to fill the place of the head of the family... who is goin to give support to dem.   the son's face was like.. as if he is pleadin to god to give bak..what they have lost.    his mother,, looked so worried.  their eyes were saying it all. i couldnt stop looking at them..  by the time... my "chuski'' melted... my friend was also buzy watching the crickt match n in his "chuski''.  i looked down.. wondered how cud i help dem.. as it was so desheartning to see them like dis.   all these thoughts came to my mind while my head was down.   but when my eyes again lookd up.. the window was closed.  they both wernt there. still.. i cannot forgt that sight,, when they were staring up the sky like anythng.

One thing struck my mind.. that why were they looking at the opposite side of the sunset,,, ....no it wasnt like dat only..  their xpresions said it all..   so i went bak home n climbed up the terrace to find a solution. & i found it...  i saw that the rays of light wnt opposte side of the sunset..    dat was wat they were looking for,.. a ray of hope.  they didnt look at the sunset..with their sun,, already been set. they wouldnt have afforded to see the similiar sight again..   

i still have a hangover of that incidence.   i feel that we r so gifted that we don't have any dificulties in life.(touchwood)   life is goin smooth   .. its them who face the real disaster in life.  we r so fortunate..  n i thank god for dis.. bt cant fight wid him for what he does to others....   hop u get it!!