α ραѕѕσυт'ѕ χρєяιєη¢є

Choti choti natkhat batein,

yaad aati hain wo mulakatein,

karte the hum intezaar tumhara,

tumhari baton me guzari ratein.

Beet gae wo pal suhane,

jab banaya karte the ulte sidhe bahane,

padna likhna to bhata nai tha

aur kisi subject me humein kuch aata nai tha

Periods me lage hote the lunch boxes churane,

aur lunch me sunte the dhruv ke i~pod pe gaane

Gobhi ki sabzi yaad hai aaj bhi,

jab bhi khate the ho jate the talli

basket ball ban jati thi football,

aur ghumte the school me banake paglon ki toil

Kabhi pyaar kabhi takrar…..kabhi hasna kabhi rulana

aur kabhi khud girkar dusre ko bachana,

 

Chocolates or roses ke hum the diwane,

chupke se khane ke hote the lakh bahane

hoti thi ladai tourist(chocolate) ke aakhri piece par,

jo kha leta tha wo ban jata do billion ki ladai me bandar

Phone ke bills to hamare aise aate the,

jaise humare papa tata birla ki company chalate the

chuti ya bunk humne kabhi mara nai tha,

kyuki ek dusre se mile bina humara guzara nai tha

 

Inhi natkhat palon ko hum zindagi kehte the,

aandhi ho ya toofan, hamesha sath me rehte the

Par shayad apni ye naiya zara kamzor thi,

jo halki si hawa iska rukh mod gai

Aaj khade hain hum do alag kinaron par,

jahan hamari pyaari si zindagi humein chod gai

Yahan humne apni nai dunia banai hai, 

jahan choclate ki jagah gandi si mithai hai

 

Khushiyan shayad ab bhi hain, par ab wo mithas nai,

jo bhi hua so hua par hum ek dusre ke pas nai…………..

well, dis is by my frnd charu Last year she was dere, where we stand today...i mean da last few days of skulin n remembering all dose cheerful moments she had writtn a poem

i realised dat dis is what will happen to us too....so lets njoy da momnts to come....so that when we all remember what we did...we could pen down more n more xpriences to tell

& all dese pics are of some of our time "being together"

next year ..we r gonna rememberin dis.....!!!!!!!!!!! But lets be "together forever"

thanx charu....for all dis

мυммα

well, before u start  readin dis post...i wud lik u to play dis song(first clik for buffering & den clik again to play)...n while it buffers......u can move downwards....if u wish

so dis is.....

 ma....meri maa....pyaariiee maa....mumma

ma is somebody ..who stands for u in ur difficult times...no matter da whole world is against u

she loves u..she cares fr u....dese are all old age descriptions..bt dese r the basic truths

evrybody loves his/her mother....one of dem is u..another mee...n..so each person

  u care for her..she is an idol figure in ur house...takes care of u ..... in short she is jst lik salt....her prescence isnt felt ....bt abscence does leave a large impact

she always wishes for ur success.... if somday she isnt dere..u wud end up ur day drastically.... 

u must be sharin things wid her.... havin a laugh ..njoyin ...

bt i always end up messing up wid her.... we usually fight(well..widin words)...bt have gud momnts too... i dnt feel comfortable wid her... she doesnt tries to thnk my way...n so i think always her way

dis way i move onto wrong way ... i mean takin n follwin her advice has normally been a dreadful xperience....sam way i wont say dat whatever i m is jst cuz of my parnts.....our views doesnt match at all... dey want me to do thngs which i knw wud take me to no where...n i've got a taste of it too    people do say dat ur elders knw more dan u...dey r wise n blah blah bt i dnt thnk my case lies widin its limit.... hiding frm dem..i always do wat i feel...n da reward for my deeds give dem happiness......bt dey doesnt knw wat i feel wen dey delibrately again n again push me over to do thngs whch dey want me to do...  frankly speakin ..i dnt mak a gud pair of chattin n sharin wid my mum...so obviously i m nt one of dose 99% mammas boys in da world   

bt still i love her...dis is som magic which she spreads....no matr thngs r goin wrong....u arnt havin a gud time...u still like her more dan any thing in dis world....at last she is my ma....meri maa....pyaariiee maa....mumma

вιggєѕт вιятн∂αу вαѕн

ah! its jst around 3 mnths bak dat i celebrated my 17th b'day!! it was gr8...the best i've ever celebrated. it was "17th" aug. n my ''17th'' b'day.....dis special date won't come again in my whole life...so dis one was destined to be the greatest till nw. i sill remember all dat happnd...aftr 3 mnths..cuz i thnk i won't frgt dose memories ever.

it was sunday....n we had an outing to one of my chacha's farmhouse somewhere in palwal...everybody was comin..frm my pa's side..lik my tauji's family chahca...bua...etc.etc. i had never been wid dem bfor lik dis...i wasnt familiar to all of dem cuz we arnt so close.....frm da childhood...i have never seen all of us comin fr a family lunch or gathering......i mean wid dem it was too formal...
it took 3 hours to reach dere...n thngs started gettin better...i sat b/w all of dem....talked to my cousins...njoyed...each momnt...i never thought dat i wud be njoyin dat visit....da place was awesome...i thought it wud be a borin b'day ...bt i came out to be the best....da food was jst.....classic... dn we played cricket....all of my chachu..s & my taujiis joind us...n it was such a sight... all the biggies...my elder ones were playin...dey were all talli wid a beer can in everybody's hand....n da women were sittin bak n playin tambola n njoyin our match.....i had never seen dis bfor n was fortunate to see all dis at my big b'day bash
Only one of my chachi rememberd dat it was my b'day...so she wished me n den...it was lik chain to chain...everybody got to knw abt dis..n dere caame my bst b'day prsnt...everybody snging a b'day carol fr mee...n dn i got loads of gandhijis...comin bak frm dere...i gave everybody a b'day tr8 at haldirams...n so the visit ended.....
i thought somthng else bfor the visit n most unxpected thing happnd.... dat mornin i thought it wud be the worst n bor b'day bt it came out to be totaly opp. nw i no more feel shy to be wid all of dem cuz i have had a taste of their company....lifes~all about family n frnds.... n so i realised wats life b/w all of the family members... i already had frnds....n nw got my family too!!!
yiiippppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.......

α ℓαѕт gαѕρ ωιηηєя

1 .. 2 .. 3 .. and heres a strike at the goal .. and .. Oh! missed it by a whisker .. the team has lost! .. the game has ended!

    Woke up at 5 in the morning for more than a month .. just to reach school by 6.30 . Once entered the school, we changed clothes and used to get ready for 15 rounds of warm-up and exercise. Then practiced & performed various drills .. played a practice match afterwards .. and got back to school premises to sit & spend rest of the hectic day in the class.

   Yes, we did this for almost more than a month, we, the 18 members of our SCHOOL'S FOOTBALLL TEAM, managed this all with our studies  but our hard work didn't pay off or should I say that we didn't work hard .. whatever it may be .. but when the actual time came .. we lost .. lost both of our matches with a devastating score line of 4-0 & 1-0. Its hard to believe that after so much of ups & downs we didn't even manage to win a single. But i still feel consolated .. I achieved something what I primarily wanted .. even more than a win. 

    Our journey began on 23rd July, when for the first time we came in the early morning to practice soccer. After much pleading and requesting, we were at last allowed to practice in early morning by our sports department and respected Principal Mam. Everybody was shocked at first sight when they saw us playing before the school had even started. We were committed to what we were doing, showed a great team spirit,  everything fell into the right place : all the players, our tactics, our game plan. We showed everybody that football is not just about playing a match but also practicing and performing various drills. Everyday we came up with a new thing. We learned so much without any coach and most importantly we maintained discipline. Many-a-times we were discouraged .. demotivated, but we kept our cool and kept going. We were successful in the initiative we took, and made a proper soccer team for the first time in our school. At least this thing was appreciated by many that we achieved something that happened never before. We want our school to excel in this sport also.

    We, the twelfthies, being the passing out students, have made an effort to think beyond cricket,volleyball .. basketball. This time we didn't win anything but really hope that next year our school team wins something big. No matter we lost our matches but we gave a very competitive edge to our rivals .. being the underdogs. I’m not going to explain why didn't we win .. but can say that we could have won one of our match. Nevertheless, I got what I desired. The juniors are very excited about Soccer. They are ready to play this game .. they are crazy and i expect them to be a part of our Soccer team in coming years. Now they are aware about this sport. I felt very happy when I saw some young kids playing Soccer in their games period, which is not a usual thing to see. It seems that they are interested in Soccer. At least we have done some good .. and thats spreading awareness about soccer .. it like we have managed to score our first goal!!!!

1 .. 2 .. 3.. n heres a strike at the goal .. & .. Oh! bend it into the top corner .. the team has won .. but the real game begins now.....

                                                                                                                  

ѕумραтну

its early morning & i've specially opend my pc to write a blog! cuz it is the only place where  i can xpress what i feel....n at present 'm very angry! angry wid my family members! cuz i feel they don't have hearts! they r selfish ... as u knw i hav a parrot ! half n hour bak i saw 15~20 parrots shouting~n flyin in a group to wherevr they go! it was such sight! as if they njoyed each other's comapany n were close frnds....i cn still see all of dem cuz they all have made their home in a huge tree adjacnt to my house!  they all were njoyin..n i cud also feel how they were playin!!! bt here in my house..my parrot was also shoutin as usual! bt i saw a very unusual sight! he was tryin to break the cage...banging his forehead on the aluminium net...so that it breaks & he comes out !! so that he could also go n njoy wid his frnds!!! njoy the nature!! fly in freedom!

   suddnly, one of my txt buk's poem '' symapthy'' cam to my mind.. that poem also speaks abt the agony of a caged bird! my heart was pushin mee to open the gate! n so i did! as sun as i opnd the gate...my mum n sis  cam out n scolded me fr wat i was tryin to do!! man i mean its so cheap! they all want their own njoymnt! their won entertainmnt!  they have nver thought abt that little creature!  its nt dat i have treid dis fr the frst tim! earlier also i tried to mak such situations in whch he cud escap! bt he hmslf doesnt com!out!  dis tim also he hasnt com out! i dunno y bt my mum says that  he gts all the thngs he wants n njoys our company!  bt i say hw can he njoy unless n until he is free! abhi he is sittin in a small cage!  i feel this is a sin! no matter they keep all the fast! n d all the pujas n evrythin! bt god will punish us fr whatevr we r doin!  its nt dat i'm nt a prt of all dis! i knw  dis is my fault also ! if we r to gt a punishmnt fr dis i wud be the frst one to tak it ! my soul won't leave me free until n unless i set heim free outside~~~

ѕιттιηg вα¢к αℓσηє & ∂яєαмιη αвт...

its round 2p.m. n i'm writing a blog, instead of goin out wid my frnds n njoyin...!! all my frnds have gone out today to party n celebrate 3 of my frnd's bday.!! dey must be havin a blast!! njoyin demselves...i can actually imagine wat dey mst be doin dere!!! bt i'm left!! i havnt gone out! cuz of my own fault! as i havnt scored gud marks in my halfyearlys..i have no option bt to sitback n study !!! abhi i have takn a break ..so am writin a blog...as all the tim frm da mrnin i have been dreamin abt that b'day bash!! happy b'day again to my frnds...i thnk abi to dey mst be in ''essex farm'' dn dey'll have a lunch!!! plan was fxed...mee to was ready!! bt at the last wrkin day..we got our answrsheets.& marks r disastorous...ab its all my mistake so i've to pay fr it.... my dear frnds r so nice...they tried each n evry thng so that i cud also go out wid dm..bt i myslf didnt wsh to go out!!!!

ah! maine apna timepass to kar liya ! ab mom has warnd mee to gt bak to my studies... i leave it here ..n hop dat dey have a blast!!! njoy! dosto.....abi nai aa paya to kya hua..nxt tim i'll tak u all..to wherevr u wsh!!!!

α т¢ня~α ƒяη∂ & му gυιℓт тσωя∂ѕ нєя

today, i've jst com frm skl...tired...but more than that m dipressd...abt my marks that i recd. today.they are so shit no.s. i dunn feel lik talkin abt dem. i've performed so badly in the xam...bt i knw there is still a chance to improve....once i gt gud marks in boards..no body is goin to remembr these marks. all above it.. i feel so bad that i flunkd in my eco xam...i dunn care abt marks i scored in any othr subjct...bt eco is my top priority...nt cuz its fav. or intrstin subj. bt cuz of my teacher
she is a knd of tchr dat u cat evn thnk abt..she is so frnk to me as well as my frnds...talks abt what we lik...we also share so many thngs wid her...espicially mee...wherevr i met her...gappe lagana shuru kar dete the...she is jst lik a frnd..or may be mor than dat... srry to my classmates bt u knw hum peeth peeche tmhari buraiyaa kartehain(kabi kabi teachers ki bi)... she added fuel to the fire n i usually spread that fire all round.....we talk abt so many thngs...even i share wid her more than wat i share wid my family members...dats a truth...cuz she is somone whum i can rely upon...i always tak her advice bfor doin any thng....n talk wid her on many issues.....not only wid me, she is lik dis wid evrybody....we all love her a lot...the bst example of dis is dat we always attnd her class...wherever we are fr bunkin othr class in da skl,we wud run back to the class to attnd her prd.. cuz we njoy sittin in her prd...& somtimes she herself says dat kabi kabi mera prd. bi bunk kar liya karo....
she is a tchr whu undrstnds me more dan anybody else....jst imagine if u gt a tchr lik dis...life ban jaegi mamu!!!! u'll njoy !!! nw aftr so mch....gettin so bad marks...i feel so guilty,dunno wat to do,i can't even talk to her..can't even stand in front of her..i feel so ashamed.. bt again she is so supportin dat she iz still motivatin n encouragin mee...n is still lik always. nw i have to perform well....out of my guilt & shame....wish me luk

ωιтηєѕѕιηg α ѕнαмє

I came close to the window and suddenly felt that something has exploded. Within seconds, I saw Fumes of gases rising from one of the gates of pallika bazaar, and within minutes,the whole central park got evacuated. Yes, I was a witness of one of the blast that took place on 13th September.
I was in a shop next to the regal cinema when the blast went off. I heard the noise of blast and the windows of the shop also got shaken. A burst of pollution rose above the Central Park, and everybody just ran away. Police Jeeps came in very quickly and took injured ones to the hospital. When I came down to see what has actually happened, I saw people rushing and shouting. Suddenly there came a news that 15 minutes earlier 2 bombs have been exploded in Karol Bagh & G.K.. Everybody was afraid that there must be a bomb in the Regal Cinema. Police evacuated this cinema hall quickly n searched for a bomb. I Had an instinct that surely there is a bomb waitin to be exploaded in the Cinema hall & guess what, after reaching home,I heard in the news that the police have found an active bomb there. My mum & sis were also with me, n i told my mum ki yahaa se to nikallo...yaha to bomb phatne ka intezar kar raha hoga.If that bomb would have also exploaded I wouldn’t be writing this article, rather I would be in a hospital or might be ‘’Resting in peace’’..It is also known that that was a very high intensity bomb, and could have increased the death toll to two hundreds.One of my friend also joked that i was saved cuz of ''16 aug.''s blessings...lol..wo salle har tim mazak udate rehte hain!.But u knw,I feel so shameful n guilty that I didn’t go and help the blast victims,If that would have happened to me!!! Den aise to no one would have com to help me. People say.’’ Dilwalo ki dilli’’ but for how much time can we keep up our spirits high if the same happens again and again. Innocent People that came to shop, have to buy Medicines now, without being their fault.
These terror strikes have caused so much of destruction & they continue to do the same, with harming the innocent human lives now. We have to be more vigilant if we don’t want the same to happen with us. The Blame Game will Continue~Politicians blame Police & Police Blames them, and it is the common man who suffers in b/w, Political Leaders will always take the advantage of the situation as they speak against the Opposition party. But we have to be vigilant enough to stop these Animals to harm us again.

נѕт ωєη ωє ¢αмє тσgєтнєя

hmmm....well! i'm too tired....have jst come after clebrating Teachers Day..&...watchin Rock On!.It was a very tirin day..but i njoyed a lot...wid my frnds today...everybody was lukin so gud in casuals..grls were stunnin in dere bright saris n boys dashin in formals!..dis one is an extension to my previous blog...abt my''blog grl''.she was also dere n man! she was lukin so beautiful...i was lost in my past memories...today my frnd told her dat he wants a snap of her n me...(i dndnt say him to do dis,he himslf askd hr)..indirectly she said dat she has no probs. ...i cam to knw abt dis wen he tuk me wid her fr a snap....i dndt lik it..bas jst fr da sak of my frnd i stood dere fr a pic....dis was da frst tim aftr 1 yr. dat we were together....hmm.pic was nice....later on wen i was clikin my other frnds snap n was njoyin wid thm...she said somthin to mee.... fr da frst tim aftr so mch tim i heard hr sayin somthin to mee...she askd me to gv her my ph. n let her see da pics.....but mee!!! dumbo nglctd dat!!! man! i feel so bad abt dat abi! dat y i did so....later on today dat frnd of mine shared wid mee wat he cam to knw frm her abt mee! he askd her y isnt she talkin to me...n y is dis ladai n all takin place! ghuma phira ke hi sahi bt she told hm dat she herslf dnt knw y dnt we talk....bt yaar! aftr dat she evn tried to talk to mee as i've told u earlier...bt yaar i feel so bad n am angry wat i did today!!abi i feel dat i shud talk to her....lets gv it a try...n atlast dis is da last yr of our school ..uske baad wo kaha n main kaha....4-5 mahine to frnds hi reh le..of course..main to use kabi bhi nai bhulunga....she was my 1st love....i won't frgt her...abi i'm too confused wat to do..shud i mak an effort? or leave it as it is....may be hmare baat karne ke baad diffrences aur bad jaye..we both may argue.....i jst wantd to xprss dis to sombody! so am writin a blog..well....wat do u say..wat shud i do....actually main bohot bada emotional fool hu....hamesha in mamlo me galti karta hu...so want my frnds advice bfor i tak a stp......atlast jo bi ho..thnxs to my dat frnd !! man he deserves a big thank frm mee...usne hi kam se kam baat to shuru ki!! thnx ''akhil''

му ℓσνє ѕтσяу:му ѕι∂є

Today i wanna share wid u a very imp phase of my life....love....likin...etc etc. srry bt i cnnt nam anybody in dis blog or things will go worse..
dere is a grl whum i liked..so mch dat i was really into her completly....culdn't sleep at nites...culdn't eat prprly....fell in fever wenever thought abt her....n u knw .i kept a fast of ''karva chauth fast till 4.30 p.m.''jst imagine ..i was dedicated so mch....despirately wanted to talk to her....n so widout wastin time xpressd my feelins to her....on 17th september..i stll rembr dose memorable dates of my life
she is a topper n attractive too as i lost my senses also along wid twenties and thirtees lik mee.....u knw at dat time i felt she is jst perfect...nthns bad in her...she is dis ...she is dat...& bla bla i mean har jagah i used to appreciate her....did evrywrk fr her..as if i was a slave...i dnt feel embarressed in sayin all dis cuz dis is wat love is all about...wen it'll happen to u to the xtnt i have xperienced.u'll also behave lik da same
i wasn't in my senses at that period of tim completely....i gifted her 2-3 chocolates also at our frst''meetin'' ..jst imagine....she said she will seee to it n needed som tim...
i kept quiet fr som days as our exams were jst approachin...didn't wanted to disturb her in her studies...jst see..i gave so mch imp. to myslf dat thought she will get affectd by this all...ha ha ..wasn't i mad?~ ~
aftr xams we met again...u can say scnd''meetin''...n gav her a letter dat xpressed all my fellins..she den too wanted tim...i gave her
in dat period of tim..i dicussed da matter wid som of my frnds....n tuk dere advice.. u knw wat..i cam to knw dat she was already engaged wid sombody..n beleive mee i told my frnds dat dat''sombody'' is a dear frnd of her n nt involved in a relationshp wid her.....
den i nticed da thngs told by my frnds were gettin rite in one or da other way....n hold my breath...controlled my slf..n said if somthn is dere...b/w the two ..let it be y do i interfare...n if anythin is nt dere den no worries ...i'll gt out of it…..out of my fever….my likin.& love
i stopped talkin to dat grl...jst cuz i had to forgt her...forgt wat i thought abt her..n see her jst as my true frnd n believe mee ..dat workd man!..i was out of my fever
& den i thought dat nw i shud tak to her....n clear the misundrstandin...dat was da last day bfor our wntr holdidays began
bt dere all the drama began...whch continues till nw....
i tld her evrythin...she defended herslf..blamed mee..i heard her part..she said she didn't like mee in any sense...

den y da hell she didn't tell mee earlier....wen i asked hundred times..abt dis...

den she started cryin fr i was thnkin dat knd of crap...her relation ship wid dat "somebody"

all da holidays...were very diff. fr mee to live..i thought dat y did i thnk abt such crap n etc. etc...dat made her cry
bt wo kehte hain na ''magarmach ke aansoo'' it was dat only...i feel so frustated n irritatd by wat she did...i mean she played wid mee..my feelins...believe me or not..its on ur part..bt actually she was engaged wid dat 'sombody'… frm a long tim &

.den too earlier she tld me dat she wanted time....ah commo'n yaar y didn't she tell me earlier dat she cnnot thnk abt mee

she xpressed in frnt of evrybody as if dere was nthin b/w dem....bt she cant lie to her own slf..her soul...she can be a diff. prson in frnt of the wrld.bt she herslf knw dat dere was somthin goin b/w dem......nw frm where i got to knw all this abt her..plss dun ask me...bt belive me its all true
she blamed me dat i spread da news abt her relationshp everywhere....wch i didn't..every body already thought that they r engaged..so wat was the need fr me to tell anyone...remembr..i told earlier dat i told my frnds dat theres nthn b/w them! ha h ah ha nw i really laugh at dat...laugh at myslf
we fought...her sister fought on her behalf...wid mee...i was alone...bas i knew one thng dat i havnt don any thng wrong..n stood up wid dat thng only….bt I still wonder ki wat mistak i did!!!
was likin her a mistak
or xpressin my feelin
did i do anythng wrong by tellin my frnds dat she wasn't engaged wid anybody wen she really was
or wen i didn't talk to her fr a time being.....dat was wrong?
one thng i can say is dat her sis is a very knd person..very caretakin....i have to appreciate dat..she stick wid her sis..fought wid mee.. n nw i dunno y bt talks to mee...i still wonder hw did this chng happnd
bt the main party is still rude..n i also don wanna talk to her.
BT U KNW ONE THNG

I lost somone who never loved me & She lost somone who really loved her.
gudbye.....luv to see ur commnts especially on this topic

тнє ƒαвυℓσυѕ ƒσυя

hieee buddy....thnxs fr spndin som tim to read my blog.... waise I’ve nt written in a super duper English cuz mujhe aesi aati hi nai bas nrml si bhasha hai i hop u lik dab log n u leave ur commnts…
well u may have understood wat dis blog is all about....''di fab four''.....if nt ,abhi kuch der mein sab samajh aa jaega:

u knw dere was a time 2-2.5 yrs. ago wen a grp of four boys was made....three of dem knwn to each other & the 4th one a new .
they did each n evrythin...kisi ki achi tarah marne se .. sare time masti karne tak ….. Padai mein ache hone se …..serious matters mein ek dusre ki hlp krne tak....in short they were versatile..jo masti bhi marte the n simultaneously did there studies also
slowly they became the idol fab four ...n som other also creeped in them to see wats happenin..n liked to join them...
all the four boys were gettin ahed well....were trustworthy ....were understandin...were bold...n helped each other....in a sense they became brothers..atleast I thnk so
time passed...da fab four were divided in pairs...in their life path....bt still remained undivided wen it cam to their grp.
ok! again som other ppl cam in b/w them..joined them...well u can say they were so good to catch others ppl attntion...
even a dear frnd of them wrote a poem dedicated to them....jst thnk abt it....isnt it awesom..
bt gradually thngs chngd...mindset chngd...perceptions chngd….attitude chngd….bt still they were hanging on each others shoulders & managed to walk in dere grp
bt nw i wud say nthins left lik before...nobody affectionate...they r no mor a trustworthy grp...evrythins chngd...
i am very affected by it cuz u knw i'm a small part of dat gang of fab four....its very difficult to see us goin all togethr a differnt way... wat has hppnd to us... dunno!!!bt dere has to be don somthin .before thngs go worse

& so we r Aneesh~Arpit~Mohit~Sarthak
Mohit~ a very intellignt boy as u knw..iz buzy in his own '''gang of grls'' doesnt com to meet us...says he gets bored...nw he thnks all togethor different...can we get the old one bak? u mst hav a ans..
Arpit~ah dheela...funky...mast...seroius...evrythin suits him...he iz the same...one can say that..thnxs buddy atleast u r keepin the rest 3 togethr
Aneesh~ can't say wat he iz type of banda...he iz understandin..a person whus advice u can tak...can share thoughts...a well knwn personality in XIIth class..he gets along evry body very nicely
bt somtimes i feel very irritatd by his deeds~ he knws....i mean at times he behaves lik we r nthin...crap...yaar commo'n a frnd tr8in u lik a true one...fnds hmslf feel embaresed..by the bull shit out of ds bloody prson...crap man...at dat times it jst feels to say''fuk off'' i dun wanna tak to u….
n Me~ i'm a confused being....dunno myslf completly...lost under the huge shadows of these above personalities...& so the last thng i can do is jst to hang out wid dem...cuz i feel i'll loose my identity if i seprate myslf....i feel left out of this grp. n being neglected…..i thnk so cuz everybody iz interested in my other three fellows….they too lik to hang out wid others ..commo'n yaar kabhi mjhse bi koi bat karle ...kuch share krle...main to bas sab kch dkhta hi reh jata hun bt at da end of the day i don see myslf too borin to handle yaar…khaer meri chodo…bor ho jaoge

so dese r we....the fab 4 lost in own life ~ 1 gon off.....two gettin ahead well..n mee....feel lik bits of paper..deliberately seperated
if u can suggest som ideas so dat we keep in touch..pls do commnt..dat may wrk

n haan u might be thnkin ki i have ovrxpressd somthngs...& so underestimated....bt gv som time..thnk abt it..n i'm sure dat u'll realise dat we aren't goin da same way...atleast nt fr nw
this was THE FABULOUS FOUR:My Side i wud really luv to see wats:Your Side.......gud bye :~}