ωнєηєνєя ι……..

Whenever I see u,

I can’t move my eyes of u.

Whenever I hear u,

I always try to find where u are.

Whenever I think of u,

I forget all my tensions.

Whenever I am around u,

I try to act different so that I catch ur attention.

Whenever I touch u,

I could feel all your senses.

Whenever I talk to u,

I want to do so for the whole day.

Whenever I miss u,

I just see a pic of urs.

Whenever I’m with u,

I see to it that u are comfortable with me.

Whenever I talk about u,

The soft corner of my heart beats very softly.

Whenever I pray for u,

Instead, I start praying for both of us.

Whenever I dream about u,

I always find both of us together.

Whenever I draw a sketch of urs,

I end up making the shape of my heart.

Whenever I have said something about u,

It has always come from the core of my heart.

Whenever I am asked about u,

A moment of silence draws everytime.

Whenever I hear about u,

I always regret why couldn’t I say the same.

Whenever I’m angry,

I think of u to control myself.

Whenever I’m emotional,

Well, usually its because of u only.

Whenever I look at ur snaps,

I wish u could be mine.

&...when i wrote dis poem....

it wasnt 16 august,who was in my mind, it was sombody else.

in this time of confessions, i thought i may mak 1.  actually i was thinkin bout sombody else wn i wrote it, & as it is likd by  my pals....i have to confess that it wasnt 16 august.. bt somone else. I wrote her name so that no body could thnk  beyond her. at that time, she was the hot topic, so by the time u would have reachd the end, u must have thought abt her only... bt no..it wasnt her... i shared this to no body... jst cuz of the fear..... uhmmm... if u have read the blog "i'll be right there waiting for u", whch i deleted after 2 days, u may know about wch fear m talkin abt. i was tellin this thng at dat time nly...  bt... i couldnt...dunno y....infavt deletd the blog also.

bt nw m posting that blog again.. u may get to know abt that fear...  n then.. uhmmm i wud really like to see ur comment.

n stop scratching ur head dat who she is,,,,, cuz she is beyond ur thoughtssss.......she is.....________      

 guess,,,?!!!??!!

 

ιт ωαѕ ѕυ¢н α ∂αу!!!!

Well, it was a day of mostly ups .... bt a drastic downS as well!!!!

i'm too happy .... today ...was my last preboard ... though i knw i have to gv 1~2 re's(bt they are  in a 2 weeks time) ....  den we all had our felicitation cermony from the school ... evrybody got a momento & Character Certtificate .... hmmm... well, it was nice to listen 5~6 gud things about myself after so long ... i could see my pals clappin wen i recievd the honour frm the principal ... fr mee dat was more than anything else ..... at that moment, i felt as if YES, i'm also recognizable in this huge crowd(excpt my close frnds) !!!!

hmmm...lets move on~ den we had Scribblin day... & it was awesom   everybody had somthin to say...sometihn to xpress ... somethin to write ... my shirt is also full of msgs lik evrybdy's 

& most importantly........ theres a wish frm "16 august" on my shirt ...yes...  i have read her msg evry tim i luk at my shirt .... its such a thing  ..... I thnk i can share it wid u ...so...She has said "I know, you are a good person by heart, and you'll always be. Keep smilin...luv '16 august' "   Man... u won't get hw was i feelin wen she wrote all dis at my back side ..... all those memories started to turn my mind on.. bt i luk forward to continue dis...i mean frndshp atleast       & earlier i wrote almost a paragraph on her shirt....bt the only thing i remeber which i wote is "16 August" in Big Letters .... let her start the guessin work of her relation wid dis date.   & again i wud lik to mention akhil here, he did it again!!! its cuz of himonly dat it all happnd...thnxs dude.

 U mst have undrstud ... hw much happy i was ...before goin to my tution(directly frm the skl) . there, i got 2 knw that my sir will be late n fr the time being...the reciptionist gave us all a test.OK! Fine...wats after that?....wen he gave me the que. sheet.... maine uske muh pe wo question paper hi pahd dia....heeeee heeee....  usko gussa aya....usne institution ke head ko bulaya....n mujhe bahar bitha dia till my sir arrived..... den...mere sir aaye n the head told him furuiously that.."ye ladka mujhe ab dubara is tution me nai dikhna chahiye" n mjhe ghar wapis bhej dia..... i was so scared by the way he said n my teacher also agreed to him .  ghar aate hi i askd my frnds...asked for idea... bt later it all settled down .....lekin meri itni buri tarah fatti thi us time      & the day is ending hapily  ..i rememberd wat all had happnd... n most of the time i cud jst see an image of a corner of my shirt's bak side.....in one soft corner of my heart