Friday, September 5, 2008

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hmmm....well! i'm too tired....have jst come after clebrating Teachers Day..&...watchin Rock On!.It was a very tirin day..but i njoyed a lot...wid my frnds today...everybody was lukin so gud in casuals..grls were stunnin in dere bright saris n boys dashin in formals!..dis one is an extension to my previous blog...abt my''blog grl''.she was also dere n man! she was lukin so beautiful...i was lost in my past memories...today my frnd told her dat he wants a snap of her n me...(i dndnt say him to do dis,he himslf askd hr)..indirectly she said dat she has no probs. ...i cam to knw abt dis wen he tuk me wid her fr a snap....i dndt lik it..bas jst fr da sak of my frnd i stood dere fr a pic....dis was da frst tim aftr 1 yr. dat we were together....hmm.pic was nice....later on wen i was clikin my other frnds snap n was njoyin wid thm...she said somthin to mee.... fr da frst tim aftr so mch tim i heard hr sayin somthin to mee...she askd me to gv her my ph. n let her see da pics.....but mee!!! dumbo nglctd dat!!! man! i feel so bad abt dat abi! dat y i did so....later on today dat frnd of mine shared wid mee wat he cam to knw frm her abt mee! he askd her y isnt she talkin to me...n y is dis ladai n all takin place! ghuma phira ke hi sahi bt she told hm dat she herslf dnt knw y dnt we talk....bt yaar! aftr dat she evn tried to talk to mee as i've told u earlier...bt yaar i feel so bad n am angry wat i did today!!abi i feel dat i shud talk to her....lets gv it a try...n atlast dis is da last yr of our school ..uske baad wo kaha n main kaha....4-5 mahine to frnds hi reh le..of course..main to use kabi bhi nai bhulunga....she was my 1st love....i won't frgt her...abi i'm too confused wat to do..shud i mak an effort? or leave it as it is....may be hmare baat karne ke baad diffrences aur bad jaye..we both may argue.....i jst wantd to xprss dis to sombody! so am writin a blog..well....wat do u say..wat shud i do....actually main bohot bada emotional fool hu....hamesha in mamlo me galti karta hu...so want my frnds advice bfor i tak a stp......atlast jo bi ho..thnxs to my dat frnd !! man he deserves a big thank frm mee...usne hi kam se kam baat to shuru ki!! thnx ''akhil''

1 comment:

Unknown said...

hiiiii
well blog is gud yaar....n u were lookin gud on teachers day!
ab zyada mat chad jaio...
abhi abhi poora ans likh tha bt bychance del ho gaya ....
koi baat nhi dobara likh deti hun......
i dont know if it sounds gud to u bt i think u should talk to her.....
forget wat all happened in d past......now shes just ur sculmate....
n if she dont hav any prob n u also think its okk den u should make frnds wid her....
u dont hav to ask abt d past or open any of d past records.......
just talk to her lik u talk wid any of ur other frnds...always happy n widout any tension......
atleast giv it a try...
n coz its last yr u should b frnds....i think so...
rest its ur wish...do wtever u tink is right n will not create any further probs.....
bt haan muskuraata rahio humesha ki tarah....dont take tension!!!
samjha??
gud boy!....n baki u can ask ur 'frnd' may b he'll giv u an idea wt u should do next!!
take care ma emo frnd.....!