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its early morning & i've specially opend my pc to write a blog! cuz it is the only place where  i can xpress what i feel....n at present 'm very angry! angry wid my family members! cuz i feel they don't have hearts! they r selfish ... as u knw i hav a parrot ! half n hour bak i saw 15~20 parrots shouting~n flyin in a group to wherevr they go! it was such sight! as if they njoyed each other's comapany n were close frnds....i cn still see all of dem cuz they all have made their home in a huge tree adjacnt to my house!  they all were njoyin..n i cud also feel how they were playin!!! bt here in my house..my parrot was also shoutin as usual! bt i saw a very unusual sight! he was tryin to break the cage...banging his forehead on the aluminium net...so that it breaks & he comes out !! so that he could also go n njoy wid his frnds!!! njoy the nature!! fly in freedom!

   suddnly, one of my txt buk's poem '' symapthy'' cam to my mind.. that poem also speaks abt the agony of a caged bird! my heart was pushin mee to open the gate! n so i did! as sun as i opnd the gate...my mum n sis  cam out n scolded me fr wat i was tryin to do!! man i mean its so cheap! they all want their own njoymnt! their won entertainmnt!  they have nver thought abt that little creature!  its nt dat i have treid dis fr the frst tim! earlier also i tried to mak such situations in whch he cud escap! bt he hmslf doesnt com!out!  dis tim also he hasnt com out! i dunno y bt my mum says that  he gts all the thngs he wants n njoys our company!  bt i say hw can he njoy unless n until he is free! abhi he is sittin in a small cage!  i feel this is a sin! no matter they keep all the fast! n d all the pujas n evrythin! bt god will punish us fr whatevr we r doin!  its nt dat i'm nt a prt of all dis! i knw  dis is my fault also ! if we r to gt a punishmnt fr dis i wud be the frst one to tak it ! my soul won't leave me free until n unless i set heim free outside~~~