Pain is Inevitable.. Suffering is Optional

here i am wd ma first blog n i dont hw 2 start bt... here i go.... Life... a journey wd hell lot of ups n downs(though v all jst luk towards d downs bt.. nvr mind_)... ma life jst like of any other gurl in d world had started showng me d downs a few days back..... m actually happy go lucky kinda person bt when life takes d responsibility 2 destroy u u cant help it.... bohot din tak i was lyk 'kisi se bat ni karni' 'evry single person is selfish' bla bla kinda theories par ji rai thi.....n kch din rone pitne k bad now m realising wat ma bro once said to me "Pain Is Inevitable bt Suffering is Optional".... i was hurt badly.... bt then it was me who was accepting the pain whch was gifted 2 me by d pepl i dont care or dose dont care for me( i know thoda babaji k updesh ki tarah lag ra h sory if u geting bored u can leave it here only bt me to adat se pareshan hu .....bohot pakaungi).... aisi kai saari ulti sidhi baten sochne k bad i thot f leavng ma worries into ma secret (n of course imaginary) treasure box where i hav lept all ma sweet n bitter memories f the people i once cared.... i realised kabi kabi hume un insaano ki jagah unke sath spend kiye ho time se pyar ho jata h....sometimes the sweet moments make our life beautiful not people coz people may change bt d memories are treasured in ur heart......4evr(unless n untill u go under memory loss)........and after thnkng ths way, all the stupid thngs whch once i thot were killing me, seemed just nightmares... after evry dreaded thot was thot,after evry single tear f ma eye ws droppd, i jst tuk a deep breath lukd 2wards ma inner self.. thot d pain was an optical illusion idecided 4 new beginig.... a fresh start.... i thot f ma life wdout hatred without d green monster f jelousy n wdout all d sobs n cries..... it seemed beautiful..n nw m jst making ths thot f mine come 2 reality.... 2day after so many days of suffering i feel happy.... i feel free... i feel nice .. i feel d purity... n i feel 2 end ths blog ..... bohot dimag chat lia.... sorry 4 d grammatical n spelling n... whchevr errors u find.... coz i m jst like dat.. full of errors yet beatiful.... though not so pretty... nw m finishd off wd ma blog n... jst 4gt 2 mention ma sweet frn sarthak who askd me 2 write d blog long ago.... i jst wana say a thanks...... take care n god bless all...(me 2.)
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